Sometimes I just want to tell everyone to F–K off. I\’m not a curser but lately, I feel the desire to let loose. I don\’t because for me, it means I have lost control and I don\’t feel good about it. I try to be reasonable and easy going – but the world is MAD right now and they don\’t want \”calm\” – they thrive in their organized chaos.
Yesterday the County Health reported their daily stats on the virus.
Confirmed Cases Today: 15
Negative Tests Today: 166
I commented, on the 166 that came up negative and that was something to \”celebrate.\” Okay maybe I shouldn\’t have used that word. BIG DEAL – SUE ME. It\’s just a friggen word. But on social media, all hell broke loose. I turned down my phone and let them all have at it.
Today I checked and so many were totally pissed at me, for mentioning the \”positive\” side of this. You know, I get down. All of this has been a struggle for me. I keep busy and one tactic I do, is to always TRY to look for the positive. When you do this openly, you get verbally attacked. You can\’t be positive. You have to always to live in fear and be mad and throw tantrums etc. Nope I won\’t live like that.
Piss on them ALL.
I did just that…I told them I won\’t stop trying to find that silver lining, then I told them to PISS OFF!
The Thought Police are everywhere. On all social media outlets and blogs of the everyday people. They MUST suppress your individual thoughts and opinions. They also JUDGE you on one comment – saying you are this or you are that. They don\’t know me. I\’m a complex person and because I am a introvert I think a lot. I don\’t expect everyone to agree with me and that\’s fine. Just leave me to my own thoughts, thank you very much. You ain\’t my Mama. So back off.
At times it makes me want to just get off social media because deep down I really hate the whole concept of it and what it has become since I first joined. It has had way too much influence on our pop culture. I refuse to leave because they don\’t like what I have to say.
The deal is, this stupid virus has become political. If you try and be \”positive\” so you don\’t roll up in a ball, with ulcer pain, you must be a \”Religious Right, a Trumper which means then you have to be a Racist – You are also a Homophobe, a Xenophobe, and any other \”phobe\” they can think of, to hurl your way. Well that\’s not the case for everyone. They want EVERYONE to AGREE with how they THINK – They want everyone to Vote for the same person. They want everyone to take a knee. They want everyone to believe in what they believe or else.
They can all go to hell – I am going to continue being me. Piss OFF!