I lost it with an old friend of mine the other evening on the phone. I am not pleased with myself now that it is done and over with. I could sit here and justify my rant but that\’s not the issue.
When was the last time you argued with a friend? Said some things you probably shouldn\’t have? It\’s been YEARS. I just don\’t do that. I\’m a calm person and tend to suck things up or I blog! Hearing myself, lose it – has me feeling very disappointed in myself. I felt ill for hours. I don\’t like that!
Yesterday I apologized and she accepted it. We\’re good but in all honesty, we\’ll never be the same and that makes me sad. After more than 35 years of friendship, this was our first blow up. Me, doing 99% of the blowing up. The thing is, she is Italian and outspoken and has a temper and can be brutally blunt. I sure shocked the bejesus out of her I am sure.
- I could say, the whole situation of what is going on just had me snap and she was just in the way.
- I could say, what she said is what drove me to bat-crazy.
- I could say, maybe she had it coming (for years)
Oh well – I must move on and forget about it. I guess I am a bit more cray cray than I ever thought.